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Columbus Day

Columbus Day is a funny holiday in current American culture. Once upon a time it was a holiday where Americans celebrated the discovery of the North American continent and the arrival of the Europeans, in a way different from the meaning conferred upon Thanksgiving. Never quite a full-fledged holiday like Memorial Day, Labor Day, Independence Day or the winter holidays of Christmas, Thanksgiving, New Year’s and President’s Day, it was closely associated with the ethno-centrism that has fallen from grace as a worldview. As a result, today’s Columbus Day has an almost negative conotation, being affiliated primarily with an “invasion” of the continent and by what today’s standards would likely be called the genocide of the Native American population.

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Yonder

There are two topics that have been percolating for a few days, of which I’m planning to write about. From my window, hough, I have a great view of the outside world, and it looks as though it’s more fun than sitting at the computer.

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A note

Usually, I don’t like to talk about this. And I won’t really ever say anything, but tonight my Irritable Bowl Syndrome (IBS) struck. A painful stomach cramp indicates the onset, followed by a sudden urge to hit the restroom. Given the relatively short lack of warning, it has been a major inconvenience. Like when I’m out at a metro station and suddenly need a bathroom.

Why does it happen? Stress, most often. Or a mix that usually involves some alcohol and food combination.

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SpaceShipOne Captures X-Prize

Today SpaceShipOne completed its second flight within a week, capturing the $10 million X-prize. My congratulations to the team responsible.

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The Fog of War

I just finished watching the documentary “The Fog of War”, which is a 100 minute long discussion with Robert McNamara, the Secretary of Defense during the Kennedy and part of the Johnson administrations, during the Cuban missile crisis and the escalation of the Vietnam War. The lessons from his experiences are many, though the most poignant, and applicable, to our current situation in Iraq come through clearly. He articulates two guideposts to making a decision to go to war, that any such action should not be taken unilaterally, except in the case of immediate defense, and that in order to be successful it is necessary to empathize with the enemy in order to understand their motivations.

It becomes clear, with those principles as guides, how the Iraq war has failed, and is at this point irreriersible. The US failed to suffieciently convince the world of the case for war, particularly the people and governments of the West, our fellow nations of like-minded values. While there was inherent corruption within such programmes as the Food-for-Oil swap, and cheating on sactions, had sufficient evidence been discovered and the appropriate diplomatic channels been followed, a case for war would have been made, or a war would have become irrelevant. Either would have avoided the conflict before us today.

The second element, and perhaps even more important, is that it is the understanding of the “enemy” that is necessary in order to make the appropriate decisions to have any conflict come to a successful resolution. This, even more than a failure to convince our fellow nations of a case for war, is responsible for the current situation that we face in Iraq. We have failed because we have not understood what motivates the Iraqi populace. We have ignored the aspect of revenge among Iraqis, the sense that many Iraqis are fighting for their freedom against us. That we are not seen as their to grant freedom, but to colonise them, to secure oil supplies for our own consumption, to subjugate them to Western rule, Western values. We have failed to grasp this, and as a result we are losing. And it may be, and in fact likely is, already too late to change the course.

During the documentary, this lesson became extremely clear when McNamara met in 1995 with former officials of the Vietnamese government. He spoke of how they disagreed, how the Vietnamese saw this as a clash for independence and that the US were an imperial power, while we saw this as securing their freedom from China and Russia. The disconnect between the two sides was huge, and in our situation today in Iraq may be similarly large.

I do not know that there is any way the situation can be salvaged, or if changing Presidents can in any way alter the course upon which we have been set. But I cannot fathom how rewarding the man who is singularly accountable for setting us on this path with a second term will even become to resolve the conflict. Especially with the lessons that should have already been taught.

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The Man and I

The man and I, we don’t get along. There’s a history there that causes us some friction. After all, last night was just the latest in an extended line of infractions.

1. Attmepted fall guy for bomb scare – Spring 1995
2. Moving Violation – Fall 1996
3. Speeding Ticket – Spring 1998
4. Speeding (Warning Only) – Spring 1998
5. Speeding Ticket – Summer 1998
6. Moving Violation (Warning Only) – Spring 1999
7. Movie Production Arrest – Spring 1999
8. Speeding (Warning Only) – Summer 2002
9. Car Accident (At Fault) – Fall 2002
10. Car Accident (Not at Fault) – Fall 2003
11. “Driving on a Closed Road” – Fall 2004

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Raindrops

A little over 24 hours ago, I was napping in my living room, dozing off while the pitter-patter of the steady rain beat against the side of the house.

Amazing what a different a day makes. Now I’m wound up, tense and stressed. I wanted to nearly throttle someone at work, whose passive-aggressive behavior has been thwarting and delaying a project I should have had completed days ago. I’ve had a new car for all of four hours and have already received my first summons (TITLE 39:4-94.2B, driving on a closed road. Any idea if this is a point violation?).

Some days, I shouldn’t bother waking up.

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Sundays

Every other Sunday I’m reminded of why I should start dating again. Freshly ironed sheets are so much easier to fold with someone there to help.

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Sunday

Phone calls. Meetings. Driving. Spreadsheets. Car dealerships. Glasses. Dinner meetings. More Driving. Grocery shopping. Party supply shopping. Cleaning. Cooking. Friends. More driving. More cleaning.

The past week has been a whirlwind.

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I am a Rock

I saw this quiz in a friend’s blog this morning. Only about 5/16ths awake, I took it, and as it turns out I’m a Rock of Gibraltar.

You are loyal, kind, thoughtful and conscientious. You’re a good person. You make everyone around you happier and better, even if you yourself are not at your happiest or best. You just care so much about your friends and loved ones that you can’t help giving them everything of yourself. It can wear you out, but you’d never let on.

You’re successful, smart and fun to be with, but your self-esteem could use some boosting. You don’t like conflict, and you don’t like demanding things for yourself, so you can feel unappreciated. But then you wonder if you don’t deserve to be appreciated. You do!

You have many small crushes, but it takes you ages to get to a serious stage with someone. You get so caught up second-guessing yourself and worrying if the other person really *likes* likes you that you never dare to make the first move. Generally you end up with another clever RPIG who knows one when s/he sees one. This adds up to one long courtship. Fortunately this also adds up to one long marriage.

You would never cheat. You would never hurt anyone’s feelings. You are so sympathetic and give so many second chances that it takes a lo-o-ong time for anyone to get on your bad side.

Your only problem is you can be *too* thoughtful — you can end up worrying and getting hung up over nothing.

How boring. 🙂